The room was clean. Walls pale, air still. Luxurious and quiet, like a perfumed tomb. Even the bed felt intimidating, like my breathing might stain it. It lay like a crater in the center of the room, immaculate and untouched.
I sat at the mattressâs edge, hands clenched tight as if they held answers. My pulse had steadied, but my thoughts chased themselves in shrinking circles. Thinking that surely, I hadnât ruined everything with what I said at dinner, that the bitch deserved it, and worse. But still, what did it accomplish? Maybe startled the officials, reminded the guards of their neglected duties. But the Queen? She laughed. Called me childish. Made me look like a fool, or maybe I did that myself, but I meant every word. And Dent? I couldnât shake the memory of his jaw twitching, the strained stillness hiding panic beneath politeness.
Fuck that woman for holding back. For sitting on this information just to rattle us, but if that was her goal, I'd fallen right into it.
Dammit. My bare feet struck the floor as I stood abruptly.
...
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The hallway outside was dim and lined with cold marble, two servants stationed near the corner with their hands folded and eyes politely blank. There were guards, too. Not watching, but aware. One nodded slightly as I passed. I wanted to tell him to eat shit, but I didnât acknowledge him.
Dentâs door was just down the hall, soft light leaking from beneath it. I hesitated, then knocked.
âThatâs you, isnât it, Remy?â His voice bled through the door, too casual, too bright.
âHowâd you know?â I muttered.
The door cracked open, revealing his furrowed face. âFigured youâd come over. You canât get enough of me.â Then gestured for me to come in.
âOh, please.â I tried to laugh but couldnât.
His room was similar to mine, but everything was out of place. The chair near the window was on its side. A wine glass lay busted into shards on the tile, liquid creeping into the seams of an expensive rug. The bed linens were loosely thrown into the far corner, and one of the desk drawers was strewn out on the floor, like a broken limb. Dent, by himself, looked familiarly fine. Hair still neat. Tunic crisp. A bit too clean, but his eyes told me everything.
âLove what youâve done with the place,â I muttered, letting the door shut behind me.
He only gave a weak laugh, more breath than sound. âFigured Iâd follow your lead.
I made my way in, sarcastically taking a seat on the floor linens, âGod, please donât bring that up.â
âAw, câmon. It wasnât that bad.â He plopped down next to me. âNot like you javelined a kitchen knife at her.â
A low chuckle escaped my lips. âBelieve me, I thought about it.â
âAt least that wouldâve been interesting.â
âInteresting way to die, sure.â
His voice shifted low, quieter than before. âYeah⌠Sure would be.â He was picking at a seam in the rug, working at it like it had done something wrong.
I let the silence stretch. Then finally, âHowâre you feeling?â
âHonestly?â He shrugged. âI feel fine. I really do.â
Dangerous relief stirred in my chest, trying to believe him. âWell, thatâs great, right?â
âYeah⌠For sure.â
I paused a bit longer at that. âThink maybe the Queenâs bullshitting us then?â
âNo.â He said too quickly.
I blinked. âNo?â
âNoâŚâ He said again, âI think sheâs probably right.â
My voice rose despite myself. âCâmon, Dent, donât give me the runaround. Whatâs going on?â
âItâs nothing,â he said, too fast, but continued. âAt least, I thought it was nothing. Till the Queen said what she did and⌠It just made sense.â
âGod fucking dammit, Dent.â I exhaled hard, tension winding through my ribs. âYou know Iâm here for you. If somethingâs happening, you need to tell me.â
âItâs not like I feel sick or anything,â he responded. âItâs just⌠Different. I canât describe it.â
Fuck! I wanted to scream. Punch something. Fix it. But I didnât even know what âitâ was. Before I could say anything else, a knock interrupted us, and Dent started to rise.
âRelax,â I said, pressing a hand gently to his arm. âI got it.â I crossed to the door, not fully making it there before a voice rang out from the other side. âYou know whatâs up. Just let me in already.â
Val.
I cracked the door and pulled him in before any guards or servants could peek. âWhat do you want?â
He gave me a look as if Iâd just grown a second head. âWhat do I want?â
Realization of my rudeness quickly followed. âSorry. Iâm just⌠A little on edge.â Then motioned to the floor. âDentâs laid out a nice bed for us on the rug.â
Val raised a brow without comment, dropping down beside Dent and folding his legs like he belonged there. âEshlyn & Selene are on their way.â
âDamn,â Dent muttered, eyeing Val. âCouldnât pick a different room?â
âWhat?â Val smirked. âDonât want everyone to know you trashed it?â
âFunny,â Dent said flatly. âBut no, Iâd rather they didnât.â
Val's grin widened. âRelax, Dent. No one gives two shits about your delicate reputation.â
A pause followed.
âIf I didnât know any better,â Dent said, finally returning Val's grin, âIâd think you were tryinâ to start something.â
âMy my,â I cut in, â...Arenât you both feeling scrappy tonight?â
âYou started it.â Val looked up at me, almost admiringly. âThought I was gonna have to fight our way out of the dining room.â
âUgh. Donât remind me.â I dropped my head back for a second just as another knock drummed on the door.
âItâs unlocked,â I called.
Eshlyn stepped in first, wine bottle in hand, Selene gliding in close behind. Both of them were still dressed like royalty without a care.
âLove what youâve done with the place,â Selene said, righting the nearest chair before easing into it.
I couldn't help but light up slightly. âThatâs what I said!â
Selene only grinned.
Eshlyn claimed a spot beside me, drifting down to what had clearly become the unofficial gathering place for the night. âEveryone made it,â she said, tone breezy. âHow wonderful.â
I bumped her with my shoulder. âGet your fill of playing politics?â
âEnough for a lifetime.â She leaned against it, a smirk ghosting her lips. âSpeaking of whichâŚâ
âDonât even.â I cut her off, already sensing where she was headed.
Her hands lifted in mock surrender, âMhmmm, fine then.â
Dent looked around, a smile not quite reaching his eyes. âOkay, but seriously... Why is everyone in my room?â
Selene was the first to answer, her voice even. âBecause thereâs a decision to make, and only the three of you know what we might be getting into.â She motioned to Val, Eshlyn, and me.
The air shifted as if everyone took a deep breath all at once.
Then Val leaned forward, arms resting loosely on his knees. âWe went in blind last time. We werenât ready.â
âWe needed to,â I said softly. âDent was nearly a corpse by the time we got there.â
âAnd you all nearly died,â Selene reminded, not unkindly. âIsnât that right?â
I could sense Eshlyn's unease as she picked at the label on the wine bottle. Eventually, setting it down beside her. âWell, yesâŚâ She said, â...Last time, we encountered a sizable horde of undead, and there is a very real possibility of it showing up again.â
Dent didnât speak. He just stared at the corner of the room, expression unreadable.
âIâm not saying we shouldnât go,â Eshlynâs shoulders fell. âBut letâs not pretend it wasnât horrifying.â
My mind slipped. Bringing me back to the steps. The moment I thought she was gone. So I slid my hand over to hers, squeezing it lightly. âNo oneâs pretending.â
Val exhaled through his nose. âAnd now it's all the more complicated: The queenâs team. The other ascenders. The workers. Theyâre all wildcards.â
âWe can't trust them,â I added plainly.
âExactly,â Val agreed.
âTrust or not, we may need them.â Eshlyn chimed in, âAnother party of ascenders means we wonât have to wear ourselves out. Going back alone is⌠WellâŚâ
âSuicide.â Val finished the sentence when she didnât.
Eshlyn paused a moment before replying. âThatâs not what I was going to say.â
âI donât want anyone else getting hurt,â Dent finally spoke up, but his voice was quiet. âNot because of me.â
My eyes drifted to his. âThatâs not what this is.â
âIsnât it?â His jaw flexed, voice rising. âThe queen said Iâm a walking test subject and youâre talking about risking your lives, again, because of me.â
âIâm the whole reason you got infected in the first place!â I snapped back, sharper than I meant to be.
He didnât flinch. âAnd Iâm the reason theyâll be watching us like lab rats!â
âI thought you said you felt fine!?â My voice rose in sequence.
âI do!â Dent argued in turn.
âThen we donât let them,â Val cut in, as if it were simple.
Dent's head shook in disbelief. âAnd how are you going to do that?â
Eshlyn chimed in similarly. âIf we do this, we can set our own terms.â
Selene folded her ghostly hands in her lap. âYou may not be able to stop the queen from sending whoever she wants, but you may be able to decide where they go. How much they see.â
I bit my cheek in contemplation. âTheyâre counting on our insight. We can leverage that.â
Eshlyn nodded. âThen itâs settled. Tomorrow Iâll petition the queen for operational control. We tell her we need to lead, or the mission fails.â
âThat way we can keep the Queenâs people in check.â Val nodded.
Dent looked deflated but sighed in agreement. âFine, but Iâm going with you, and if things go sideways, let me take the hit.â
My legs jolted into a standing position before I could stop them. Words spewing out like lava. âNo! No fucking theatrics this time!â
The room froze.
âI mean it.â I continued. âNo one goes in with that self-sacrificial bullshit. We go together. We leave together. Or not at all.â
My eyes found Valâs, and he nodded. Then Eshlyn. Dent. Selene. One by one, they all nodded in agreement.
âI know Iâll most likely remain at the staging camp, but Iâll keep the researchers and support crew in line. No one steps in unless you say so.â Selene added, her voice soft but certain.
I turned towards her before finding my seat again, âThank you.â
âLetâs toast to it,â Eshlyn said, lifting the wine bottle and taking a drink before passing it along.
One by one, the bottle made its way around the circle. Val drank without hesitation, his gaze intertwining with mine. I did the same, not looking away. When it reached Dent, he paused, just for a heartbeat. Then tipped it back.
No words between us. Just the echo of commitment in the gesture.
...
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The few days came and went too fast; before I knew it, it was time to go. The Queen accepted our terms, or pretended to, though we never saw her face again.
Orders came filtered through polished servants and the advisor she sent in her place. Advisor Dagenbord. Apparently, one of her most trusted and 'studied.' As a compromise to our terms, he was to accompany us everywhere.
The courtyard buzzed with motion, boots crunching gravel, voices lifting sharply over various crates, cradled by the scent of packed rations and cold steel. Soldiers, support staff, and a small cluster of ascenders milled about in a loose half-circle of chaos that looked a lot less prepared than it should have.
I sat on a crate of my own, near the edge, elbows on my knees, watching it all unravel like a thread pulled too fast. People shouted over one another. Others stood around, probably waiting for instructions. One poor soul was trying to wrangle a goat into a supply cart.
Dent stood stiff beside me, the back of his neck burning under too many stares.
Weâd been promised operational control, but god, what did that even mean? They want us checking their gear for them? Packing their rations? Might as well wipe their asses, too. The truth was, I was ready to go and had no god damn clue what I was supposed to do beyond that.
Eshlyn and Selene emerged from the main hall with Dagenbord in tow, his long cloak whispering behind him like it had somewhere better to be.
He had the look of someone steeped in privilege since before they were born, something I'd recognized from the queen. Pale gold embroidery trimmed the folds of his official robes, and his dark hair was slicked back with such precision it didn't dare move. His eyes, half-lidded and unimpressed, swept the courtyard as if he were disappointed in the dust.
The crowd parted for them like a wave.
âOperational control has been granted,â Dagenbord announced, as though it were some holy decree. âThis unit,â he gestured to us, â...will be leading this expedition under the oversight of the Crown. Effective immediately.â
I figured that was the cue. The moment someone was supposed to step forward and make sense of the chaos. Instead, there was silence. Dent and Eshlyn looked at me. It was slight, almost imperceptible, but it was there. Enough to twist my gut and send shivers down my spine.
Before the silence could stretch two moments longer than necessary, a dark-haired Ascender from the other party stepped forward and climbed onto a crate like it were a podium made for him. He moved like a blade sheathed in ceremony, every inch of him precise and cold. His polished breastplate bore a family insignia, catching the morning light like it had been waiting for this moment. His silver-blue eyes swept the crowd like a commander inspecting his ranks, detached and already calculating who was worth keeping. When he spoke, his voice didnât need volume. It carried the way a command does, trained to be obeyed.
âFor those of you new to this style of operation,â he began, âdiscipline is paramount. As leader of the Vanguard Fangs, I expect⌠â
âActually,â Eshlyn spoke up, smooth but firm.
He carried on without pause. â...Everyone to stay sharp and stay together.â
I wasnât sure why exactly, but anger erupted in me as I stepped forward. One hand pressing on Eshlynâs shoulder before calling out to him. âWho the fuck are you?â
âExcuse me?â His gaze snapped to me like Iâd slapped him. I could tell he wasnât used to being interrupted, let alone challenged.
I wasnât even sure what I was doing, only that I hated his smug, polished posture, and Iâd just been handed enough authority to use it like a stick. âYou heard me.â
His expression barely flickered as he straightened. âKael. House of Vanguard. Floor Eight.â
âGreat.â My voice was drier than dust. âNow get the fuck off my crate.â
âIâm sorry?â He blinked, as if the concept of being dismissed hadnât occurred to him.
Eshlyn spoke up again. âSurely you heard the decree. Leadership of this expedition falls to us.â She said it with that usual calm elegance, but I caught the hesitation, just a flicker too long on her gloved fingers.
Kaelâs smile was all courtesy, no warmth. âOf course. Then by all means...â
He stepped down, and the weight of a hundred gazes shifted toward Eshlyn. She opened her mouth, closed it, then looked down again. I couldnât help but feel the contrast in her demeanor. Eshlyn was always so sure of themself, so why the hesitation? Then I felt it. The weight of everyoneâs gaze shifting from her to me.
Val leaned in behind me, murmuring low, âBetter say something before that prick does.â
I turned to Eshlyn once more, hoping for a lifeline, but I could see the confidence draining from her eyes. So I stood up on the 'podium'. Not graceful or confident, just⌠Up. Then said the only thing I could think of. âWeâre not here to hold your hands,â I began, trying not to cringe at the sound of my own voice. It was louder than I meant it to be, but no one moved. So I kept going. âThat means packing your gear. Checking your rations. Keeping your wits sharp. Thatâs all on you, and if you can't handle yourselfâŚâ I swallowed as my heart hammered, as if it could feel the gravity of Kaelâs gaze like a blade across my throat. ââŚThen walk away right now.â
The silence could slice through bone. Shit. I was in it now.
âThis place weâre going, itâs not safe. Itâs not pleasant. Itâs so far into the dead forest itâll feel wrong just existing there. Resupply will be difficult, and returning alone is out of the question.â I scanned their faces. No idea if I was making anything better or worse. âThere are two hundred and forty-one souls in this courtyard,â I said, unsure of how I knew that number was accurate, or if it even was. âMy goal is for every single one of you to return home to your loved ones.â I took one last breath. âWe leave in an hour. We will be on site for a full fortnight, and it's a three-day hike. Plan accordingly.â
Thatâs when I stepped off the crate, heart still hammering like Iâd just survived a duel, but the crowd was already starting to disperse.
Eshlyn joined me in stride, âThank you,â she said, voice low.
I took her hand, âCourse.â
Turning towards the others, Selene caught my eye first, offering a curt nod as I made my way back to the group. Dent and Val, of course, were smirking like they were watching a play.
That's when Dent reached out and patted me on the head like some proud uncle. âGood job, kiddo,â he said, voice syrupy sweet.
I swatted at him, rolling my eyes.
Val trailed behind, grin lazy. âYou telling everyone to handle their own shit? I almost cried.â
I gave him a playful shove. âThatâs not what I said.â Then, more serious, âActually, I do need something from each of you, though.â
âAnything,â Selene said, voice an echo of soft grace.
âCould you get an accurate head count? And double-check weâre bringing enough supplies for everyone?â
She tilted her ghostly chin. âYou mean itâs not, exactly, two hundred and forty-one?â
I chuckled in spite of myself. âLetâs just make sure, please.â
She nodded once, already turning toward the logistics cart.
I looked to Eshlyn next. âCan you check in with each group? Take requests, see if anyone needs something specific before we head out.â
âHappy to,â she said, smoothing a hand over her robes as she moved off.
âVal,â I said, quieter now, âThink you could scan the crowd a bit? We need to know about anyone who looks like they might slow us down... Or start shit.â
âYou mean besides the tall, dark, and handsome Kael of Vanguard?â He asked mockingly.
âYes, exactly,â I affirmed, grinning reluctantly.
âYou got it, princess.â He turned.
Then Dent, arms crossed, lifted a brow. âYou got something for me to do, or am I just here to look pretty?â
âStay close. Try to look friendly.â I paused. âOr, you know⌠Non-parasitic.â
He groaned. âUgh. The worst job.â
âOh, shut up,â I muttered, still grinning.
And just like that, they each peeled off, drifting into motion with purpose. Leaving Dent and me alone in our little corner of the courtyard. Except one remained, barely noticeable in the shadow of the others, but standing there clear as day was Dagenbord."
I turned to address him. âJust going to stand there?â
âObserving, as the queen instructed.â
âHow about you go observe Selene or Val.â
âNo, I believe I am in the right place here.â
âUh huh.â I groaned painfully before letting him be, still as a statue.
We sat in silence for a bit, but it was impossible not to catch everyone's lingering stares. I couldnât tell if they were sizing me up or watching Dent for symptoms, but weâd been dealing with it all morning. I tried not to care, but Dent was scratching the back of his neck when I noticed his eyes flicking between a group of soldiers by the supply carts.
I nudged him lightly with my elbow. âDonât worry. Theyâll get bored eventually.â
âI think theyâre trying to figure out if Iâm gonna sprout fangs or start coughing up blood.â
I raised a brow in mock suspicion. âBeen doing that a lot lately?â
He snorted, but I could feel the tension in him, tight and coiled. Like he was holding his breath in a room of people just waiting for him to crack. âTheyâre scared of me,â he said finally, low and quiet.
âThey just donât know you.â I tried to sound reassuring.
âDoesnât matter. Their minds are made up.â
âYeah,â I sighed. âYouâre probably right.â
He looked at me, like he expected me to tack on a joke or soften it somehow, but I didnât. Because I was scared too. The only difference being I wasnât scared of him. I was scared for him.
The moment lingered until I finally stood up fully, brushing the dust off my palms. âCome on,â I said, jerking my chin toward the center of the courtyard. âLetâs take a look around. Greet some people or something.â
Dent groaned like an old man sitting up from his chair. âRemy the diplomat. Never thought Iâd see it.â
âVery funny, but seriously, I need you as a buffer.â
âShall I look as friendly as possible, your liege?â He said, tone dripping with sarcasm.
âI donât think theyâll buy that anymore,â I said, starting to walk. âJust be your lovable, goofy self.â
He fell into step beside me, muttering something about public relations as we made our way toward the unfamiliar faces. Then I felt a third set of footsteps trailing behind. They were quiet, but present.
Dagenbord.
I knew it was him without looking. His presence was something strange. Easily forgotten. Always just close enough to overhear. Never quite close enough to confront.
If thereâs anyone to worry about⌠Itâs him.
...
Various groups noticed us as we made our slow loop through the courtyard. Some gave polite, respectful nods. A few even smiled, offering quick greetings or bits of small talk, but most just⌠stared.
They eyed Dent up and down, then looked at me like Iâd grown a second head for saying hello.
It didnât take long to move through most of the courtyard, but something caught the corner of my eye as we reached the outskirts. A figure bearing that unmistakable fluid demeanor that drifted through chaos as if it belonged there. Untrained eyes mistake it for courtesy, but I knew it meant a thief was helping themselves to whatever they wanted.
In this case, a full crate of dried fruit sat just beside them, one flap angled open like a half-hearted shrug. The figure picked it up with a practiced smile, patiently handing it off to the merchant couple packing the wagon, but not before palming a sealed packet, tucking it into their sleeve with an easy flick of the wrist.
I didnât care much, or at all, but it piqued my interest. Enough for me to focus my intent, muting our footsteps as we moved closer.
When we were a few paces off, the figure finally glanced my way, no guilt, just a flicker of amusement. Thatâs when I caught the glint in their silver eyes, the cropped ash-blond hair, the wiry build, soft features, and a garb not unlike my own. They looked to be some variant of a fairy. Male, female, or something in between, I wasn't sure, but they were beautiful in some unique way.
âMorning,â they said, voice bright. âDidnât see you there.â
âI prefer it that way, but weâre just moving through, getting to know everyone.â
âInteresting,â they added. âYouâd think a leader might be busy organizing the expedition instead of spying on the catering.â
âIâm no leader and wouldnât need to spy if thieves werenât running amok.â
They clutched their chest in mock betrayal. âThief? Thatâs a strong word for someone merely redistributing from surplus to needy.â
âYou mean from the cart to your pack?â
âExactly.â They grinned. âSurplus to needy.â
Dent snorted, then tried to cover it with a cough. I nearly did the same, but, weighing how useful this might be, I replied sharply. âIf you tell me your name, I might not report you.â
âHow generous,â they said with dubious charm. âNames Nico. Floor two. Competing for the scout position in the Vanguard Fangs.â
I almost laughed. âDid that Kael guy really name your group after his own family?â
âYes⌠Yes, he did,â Nico said with just enough theatrical suffering to make it funny.
Dent gave a low whistle. âWow. Someoneâs compensating.â
âIâll say.â My head shook in disbelief. âAnyway. You can call me Remy, and this is Dent. That creepy shadow not too far off?â I tilted my head slightly. âThatâs the queenâs advisor, Dagenbord. He keeps thinking Iâll forget about him, but I won't.â
Nicoâs smile faltered then. âOh⌠Wonderful.â
They didnât turn to look, but their body shifted, just enough to suggest they were recalculating. Not afraid, exactly, but rattled in a way that made it clear: getting caught by me was preferable to being noticed by the advisor.
âLetâs take a walk, Nico.â I turned to step away without checking if theyâd follow. âTell me about this team of yours.â
They hesitated for a moment before falling into step with a lazy shrug. âFine, but only in the interest of self-preservation⌠What do you want to know?â
We carried on through the busy bodies, meandering our way toward the edge of the gathering. âI met Kael. I take it heâs some kind of leader?â
âYes, but heâs still competing, same as the rest of us, though it's best not to remind him of it. He doesnât think he needs to.â
âWhat do you mean, competing?â I asked, genuinely curious.
âThere are four positions and six of us,â Nico said, like it was obvious. âTwo will be cut following this mission.â
Dent seemed unfazed, so I tried not to look as surprised as I felt. âYouâre serious?â
âOf course.â They blinked at me, like Iâd asked whether the sun was hot. âItâs the traditional way of doing things.â
âSorry, Iâm unfamiliar.â My brow furrowed. âHow do you even decide?â
âGroup consensus. Whoever doesnât fit, doesnât stay. Theyâll have to find another party or get reassigned. Havenât you done this before?â
âWell⌠Our group came together through bad luck and coincidence, so... No.â
âInteresting.â Nico gave me a sideways glance. âThen whatâs your role?â
âMy role?â I echoed, already unsure what answer he was digging for.
âHmm, letâs see. You donât strike me as a caster, though the charm bracelet on your wrist says otherwise. You carry a bow, so scout, maybe. Then thereâs the twin daggers: longer than knives, shorter than swords. And the way you move...â They gestured vaguely at me. âThe off-putting swagger. Like a brawler with nothing to prove.â
I blinked, still processing the surgical analysis. âOff-putting swagger?â
They grinned. âAt first, I thought it was arrogance, but now⌠Iâm not so sure. Youâve got this reluctant leader, stray dog energy. The kind that gathers a following, even if it growls.â
I squinted. âStray dog energy?â
âExactly.â They looked way too pleased with themselves. âA bit hard to pin down. Probably why it works.â
âWell, arenât you observant.â
âAnd yet,â they said, tapping the side of their cloak where the stolen package was stashed, âyou still managed to sneak up on me.â
âYou were distracted,â I said, maybe too fast.
âTrue, but still,â They tilted his head. âWell done, Remy.â
âYou analyze everyone like that?â I asked, brushing off the compliment.
âOnly when I feel itâs necessary.â
âThink I could get you to use some of that in my favor?â I said, casually dropping to the grass as we cleared the crowd.
âI fail to see what Iâd be gaining.â Nico remained standing. So did Dent. âItâs not like Iâm competing for a spot in your party, and you donât even assign roles.â
It was a fair point. I had nothing they wanted, and not enough leverage to matter. So I only let out a sigh. âVery well then, Nico.â I waved them off without offering a handshake. âI guess Iâll see you around.â
They turned to shake Dentâs hand, but he quickly moved away. âNaw, I donât think so.â
Nico smiled, turning back towards me before striding off. âNext time, letâs hope I see you before you see me.â
I let out a breathy chuckle, unsure if it was a lame joke or genuine challenge. âUh-huh, fat chance.â
They only dipped their head, still grinning. âGood day, you two.â We both watched as Nico vanished into the bustle of the courtyard, their practiced prance already absorbed by the noise.
âI like them,â Dent said, finally settling beside me.
âI don't know. Seems useful but kind of weird.â
âAren't we all?â
âFair point.â I paused before continuing. âSpeaking of which, do I give off stray dog energy?â
âOh, definitely,â Dent said, way too excited. âFleas, ticks, everything.â
My eyes rolled, âUgh. I shouldnât have asked you.â
âYou know Iâll always be honest with ya, Remy. You reek of stray dog.â
âI do not!â I punched his muscled shoulder, maybe harder than necessary.
He clutched it dramatically. âYou can't hit me, Iâm sick.â
âKeep running your mouth. See what happens.â I grinned wide, a kind of grin only Dent could stir.
...
The mist mingled low between the trees, curling like pale fingers around our ankles. Thick branches clawed overhead, blotting out what little light filtered through the cloud-choked sky. The only sounds were boots crunching over damp earth, drumming against the continual groan of cart-wheels trudging through soft dirt, and the quiet clatter of gear jostling with each slow step.
Iâd found my place at the head of the convoy, setting the same path weâve taken so many times before. The river trail to Dentâs woodland camp.
Everyone seemed to keep pace, even the wagons, but it was slow. Agonizingly so. I couldnât help but reflect on the three of us. We could make it from the city to the tomb in one long stretch, but this time, itâd likely take multiple days. Over two hundred souls marched at my back. Their footsteps echoing into a roar, no one could deafen. Our little party, unnamed and informal, created a miniature formation around me, like Iâd somehow become the gravity holding us together.
Selene was the first to break the silence when we stopped to rest, her voice low and efficient. âHead countâs still solid. Two hundred and forty-one.â She said it as if it mattered to me if someone gave up halfway and never came back. This time tomorrow, that would cease to be an option, so now was as good a time as any, but I didnât tell her that. Instead, I thanked her and nodded like I understood what to do with that information. Like I was the one she was supposed to report to.
Eshlyn appeared next, her expression careful. âA few requests came in, soldiers asking to load their armor onto wagons rather than wear it while we march, and someone wants to confirm watch rotations for tonight.â Her tone shifted, just a touch. âOne noble-born quietly asked for reassignment. Says their squad isnât a good fit.â
I drank from my canteen, trying to look like I knew what to do with that. âWatch rotations are on them to figure out, and as long as theyâre keeping their weapon close and their eyes open, I donât care if they march naked,â I said, glancing toward Val. âRight?â
He gave a single nod. âAgreed.â
âAlright then.â I paused for another beat. âLet the noble switch squads if that raises morale. Their only job is security, and it's not like weâre assigning bunkmates. They can talk, eat, or breathe near whoever they want, as long as they stay in formation.â
Eshlynâs mouth twitched into something between amusement and approval. âIâll pass it along.â
She stepped away, and a beat later, Dent leaned in. âHey, not to be rude, but⌠When did you become queen of the march?â
âOh my god!â I turned to him, eyes wide. âIâve been thinking the same thing! I gave one half-assed speech, and now everyone thinks Iâve got answers.â
Val snorted, then coughed, trying not to laugh. Dent didnât even bother, cracking up beside him.
âSeriously,â I went on, grinning now. âI just wanted Kael out of the way.â Then paused for breath. âNo kidding, someone saluted me earlier!â
That did it. Val doubled over, wheezing through his teeth. âStop. Remy. Youâre killing me.â
âItâs not that funny!â I said, trying to stay indignant, but even I couldnât stop the grin.
Dent wiped his eyes, still chuckling. âIt kind of is, though.â
Dent raised his canteen in mock salute after composing himself. âDonât sell yourself short. Dagenbord announced it in front of everyone, you gave the speech, and Kael was kicked off the podium in swift motion.â
âI yelled at a prick and stood on a box,â I said flatly. âThatâs not leadership.â
Val laughed again. âAnd to think you were trying to lay low.â
Ugh. âGod,â I groaned. âThatâs so far out the window now.â
âWell then,â Dent muttered, holding his canteen higher now, â...We might as well embrace it.â Then grinned wide. âTo the queen of the march.â
I unenthusiastically tapped my canteen to his, then Valâs. âYeah, yeah. Queen of the march. Whatever.â
It took a few moments for the smiles to fade, but eventually Val cleared his throat. âAlright. Guess itâs time to get down to business.â
âWhatâve you got?â I asked, already adjusting my tone.
âThe way I see it, most of these wackos arenât worth worrying about. Dagenbord and the other ascension party are the ones to keep an eye on. Theyâll be front and center with us, which means the most opportunity to screw things up, or turn on Dent.â
I dropped my voice, glancing toward Dagenbord, who sat just far enough off to fane disinterest. âYou really think theyâd do that?â
âMaybe not all of them,â Val said. âBut Dagenbordâs got secrets, no question. And Kael? He strikes me as the kind of guy whoâd kill a baby if ordered to.â
âDamn,â I muttered.
âRight? And glued to his side is this walking brick wall named Bran. Easily a foot taller than him, and everyone else, for that matter. Shaved head; she looks like she was sculpted out of rage and chiseled stone. If you tangle with Kael, youâre getting her, too. And she probably hits like a runaway cart.â
âSo weâre surrounded by zealots, secret keepers, and stage-play bodyguards.â Dent stretched his legs with a groan. âStarting to miss the days when I only had to worry about the parasite eating my brain.â
I wanted to laugh, but the joke landed somewhere low and heavy in my ribs. âRight. What else?â
âThere are a few others. Siera, Tovin, Lyssa, Nico. They all seem level-headed. Sieraâs a bit chaotic, but in a mostly contained way.â Val shrugged. âAs a group, theyâre strong. Structured, sure, but not tight-knit. If things go sideways, I wouldnât count on them holding the line.â
âHmm.â I chewed on that for a long moment before offering a simple reply. âThanks, Val. That's good to know.â
...
The sun had long fallen under the horizon when I recognized the bend up ahead. The one that signaled Dentâs camp was not far off. Weâd pushed past sundown, but the dark was thickening by the minute. Enough to begin imaging Dentâs campsite was less like a clean patch of grass and more like a beacon of hope, shining in the distance.
Low lantern light lit the long stretch of carts in our wake. We were just shy of the treeline when I clocked a distant scream coming from somewhere near the middle of the pack. It seared through the rhythm of boots and wagon wheels like a snapped wire. Loud enough to send a noticeable pause through the convoy. We all froze on impulse, and then came the shouting. âMedic!â
Shit.
I turned then, following Val and Eshlyn, who were already jogging back through the ranks, toward a growing gaggle of workers circled around a soldier lying on his back. I recognized him immediately. Not like I knew him, but it was the same soldier who saluted me earlier. They clutched their fists, face already drained of color. A shallow burrow in the earth lay collapsed beside him.
A smaller figure was already kneeling, hands hovering faintly above his skin, glowing with the warm hue of a gentle sun. Her presence was calm, almost serene. Lilac-colored eyes lay beneath an ivory braid laced with tiny flowers flowing down to her shoulders.
âWhat happened?â I asked the growing crowd.
âGround gave way,â someone pointed. âMaybe a burrow or collapsed trench. Guy just stepped wrong.â
Seriously, he stepped wrong? I thought quietly, but couldnât help feeling responsible. These were humans, and we were marching in the dark, after all. âYouâre a healer, yeah?â I motioned to the gold-haired girl.
âYes,â she didnât look up. âAnd this poor soulâs shattered his ankle. Compound fracture, might not want to look if you're squeamish.â
Gods. I genuinely tried not to recoil, but the torn skin and jagged white structure shining beneath the blood had me second-guessing if that was possible. âYouâve got to be joking.â I meant to sound concerned, but it probably came out horrified.
âAfraid not.â She finally met my gaze. âYouâll need to hold traction while I mend it.â
That's when Val did something I hadnât thought of, but was so extremely useful. His voice rang out through the growing crowd. âAll of you back the hell up! Give us some space over here!â And they did, forming a not-so-distant semicircle in the lantern glow.
I blinked. âWhat⌠Right, yeah.â Then scrambled to the ground, breath catching as I caught sight of the wound again. Then adjusted my grip, wrapping both hands around his foot and pulling gently until he jerked in pain.
âYouâll need to pull harder than that.â The flower-haired girl spoke softly, but I felt the urgency in her tone like a current under calm water.
That's when I fully looked at the man. He was older for a soldier. Short black hair woven with grey. A trimmed beard to match. âWhatâs your name, soldier?â
âGregory,â he winced. âHouse Gradoff.â
God, I wish everyone would stop telling me their lineage. âRight, Gregory,â I paused to meet the healerâs gaze, then his. âThis is going to hurt.â
âHere, take this. It will help numb the pain.â Eshlyn uncorked a small vial, handing it off to him.
He drank it without question, letting out a small sigh of relief upon finishing. The moment he did, I yanked his foot back, hard, until the bones clicked into place with a wet, nauseating sound. The healer nodded, hands turning to a shade of green, over the injury.
He screamed, raw and high, thrashing until Val moved in, pinning his shoulders to the raw earth. A few moments later, the healer stopped. âItâs done.â
Gregory was still panting, but his face was less ashen now. âGod⌠Wow. Thank you. That feels⌠Much better.â
Someone from the crowd murmured, âbig baby,â prompting more than a few chuckles.
âIt will be weak until he rests, but likely better by tomorrow.â The woman added plainly.
I stood up, motioning to a couple of nearby soldiers doing nothing useful. âHey! You two, load this man onto a wagon, will ya?â
They looked at each other before moving to lift him. âRight away, Maâam.â
Maâam? The words threw me more than I cared to admit. Iâd slept on rooftops most of my life. Had no title or lineage to name. I certainly didnât want to be in charge of anyone. If anything, I figured Eshlyn wouldâve been handed that, but here I was, again, giving orders, and people were listening.
âListen up!â I called, pointing ahead. âI know youâre tired; itâs been a long day. But camp is just past that bend. Flat land. Fruit trees. A place to bathe.â I paused, swallowing against the weight of their stares. âStay with me. Just a while longer.â
The silence stretched. Then, a raspy voice from somewhere in the crowd: âYou heard the lady. Weâre nearly there.â Another voice followed, then another, until the group began to stir, resettling packs, adjusting gear, and falling back into motion.
âWell, that was exciting,â Eshlyn murmured, falling into step beside me.
Val joined from the other side. âThis is the easy part, and people are already snapping bones. Itâs kinda pathetic.â
âAgreed,â I muttered, dragging a hand through my hair.
The girl with flowers to her shoulders and violet eyes approached with a faint smile. âNice work, My Lady.â She extended a hand, then hesitated slightly, like she wasnât entirely sure if the title was correct. âIâm Lyssa. Vanguard Fangs. Floor four.â
Lady? I looked over to Eshlyn, who only shrugged. Then hesitated a beat before shaking her hand. âRemy. Good to meet you.â
Val, Eshlyn, and Selene introduced themselves in turn, no titles, no pomp, just names and nods.
âUseful skill youâve got there,â Val said, tone unreadable.
âThanks,â Lyssa replied, brushing a strand of hair from her face. âNot that rare where Iâm from, but itâs opened a few doors down here.â She glanced toward a nearby knot of figures, Kael at the center, Someone I could only assume was Bran looming beside him, and a bearded figure with a massive shield strapped to his back. âI should probably get back to the Fangs.â
âTight leash?â I asked, only half-joking.
âSomething like that.â Her smile didnât quite reach her eyes. âSee you around.â She turned away, vanishing into the lantern-lit mist as the column pressed forward.